I'm afraid of ending up like my parents. I'm afraid of being unoriginal. I'm afraid of going to college. I'm afraid of not being smart enough. I'm afraid of leaving high school. I'm afraid of making new friends. I'm afraid of being a failure. I'm afraid of living past 30. I don't want to have kids. I don't want to be functional. I like my dysfunctional family. I want to be unattached. I want to have him back. I want to have her back. I'm afraid of falling out of love. I want people to remember me. I'd like to kick half the "cutters" in their face and tell them to shut up and get over it. I like the music I listen to and I'm going to dress this way even if you don't think what I listen to is real punk music, because what you think only matters to you. I could care less. I like being different.